Dolphins are such beautiful joyful spirits - “glittering moving peaks” You capture the enchanting world beneath the waves through your poetry. Beautiful Mike! 🐬🐬🐬
I personally believe that the best writing is magical, and that magic is important, maybe even central to the lived experience. I can't really articulate my aesthetic, yet magic sets a crucial bar I keep as a goal for attainment.
Thank you for the comment, and also for reading and liking.
That part about who decides what is sane. Once I worked as an ER nurse for over a decade. The "psych" patients I signed in were so tragic. So many medications and hospital stays, and they never got better. Yet continued to go to an empty well when dying of thirst. Many complained of thoughts or experiences I personally have had. But I learned young not to discuss these things with practically anyone especially authorities or doctors. I will never forget a Native teen brought in by his dad, for saying he felt and sometimes saw dark forces in his house. Admitted and drugged. I thought, don't they have shamans or something one would consult before this? I believed that young man.
I have been in healthcare fo many decades. It difficult to find ways to cope with seeing the mental and physical decline of the world, with also no one suggesting a spiritual solution may be in order. It would be so nice and so reassuring if one presented with these issues, to be told by a trustworthy source, where to look for answers. But that's not how it is here at all in America.
I can only be thankful for the inner nudges that had me reject certain ways of explaining experiences as well as guidance towards people or authors where I saw...some people have an authentic expressive talent of sharing a very different truth.
I wanted also to say last summer I read Dr Joe Dispenza's book on meditation and chakras. He said there's been found in each area a nerve plexus, with small groups of neurons. Like each had its own consciousness and memory. He said he used the term energy centers so more people might hear or be open to the idea. Has also had so wild mystical experiences from his mediati system.
Purely for myself, the glowing locales, the wheels are real. I know they can be experienced, they can be seen, and they can be sensed. It seems that for most this is an intellectual thing, the chakra. I've never taken that approach, because the reality of chakras has always been far more primal, intense and shattering that any intellectual exercise could allow. It certainly could be that there are correspondances in human neurology, but this is not my primary focus.
I've written a bit about the pain that came with this awareness here.
In terms of psychiatry I can say that the point is very much to put people back into society, and the biomechanical model is the only one allowed.
I've also known a few Indians, been instructed by them, and the notion that they are a spiritual people who practice their own medicine is not exactly accurate. I would say that they have learned to cross cultures and adapt. At one point, a shaman I was hanging out with said, "just go out there and do some healing."
Seriously.
I have asked the question on this subbie, what is healing?
I've never gotten a real answer.
I can say this much, I don't believe that any modern system is a valid measure of what is healthy, only of what is possible, which are two very different things.
I am slowly developing a personal idea of what it is to be healthy, but I'm no longer even certain that any point or being in incarnation can fully achieve it. So much of what is considered health is just an abscence of complications, or an ability to cope with conditions.
Healthy to me personally, simply involves a relationship with what most would probably call the magical, the paranormal, the spiritual. Its where truth lies, and in my mind truth is significant to health.
have you looked into the gateway project Mike? it would seem that while consciousness is dumbed down for the masses, the ptb are in full militarisation of it, although what they are mapping is probably unable to reach places guarded against malice and controlling energies by the fact that possessing these intents bars entry... the scary thing is i read of it in cia declassified articles with the usual redactions and omissions, from decades ago, what are the advances made since, i wonder, or have they hit a wall and just settling for one continuous psyop delivered through screens...
Thank you, Corvus, for reading, liking, and commenting.
To answer your question, yes, I have to a small extent looked into project Gateway. I've also known a few people who are dead certain they were targeted and driven mad by government psychic attack.
Most people dismissed them as they sought refuge in alcohol and narcissism. Me, I'm not so sure, because, well, lets just say I've seen a couple things.
I do wonder, personally, why all those psychologists wanted to test me over and over while never answering any questions, but then I was young, and I was strange, and while I'm better at faking it today, I still am.
So has the government truly given up on psychic programs? Have they too thrown consciousness into the trash heap?
They want you to think that, don't they?
Evil psychics rarely attain to the level of those who have never been interested in manipulation or power. So, yeah, if the PTB can create synthetic telepathy that would be their go-to thing, wouldn't it. Except for one thing, they can't figure out how to prioritize the messages, so it just becomes a projection of thoughts and images.
Same prob with remote viewing. It becomes an issue for them to get what they are looking for, and not too much, but once you get involved at that level with your subject, boundaries blur and priorities are lost.
I will be completely honest, I think what they are currently doing involves after death perception, and destroying the boundaries of the self in an effort to create slaves through some pretty sophisticated psychological models. So, no they haven't given up on consciousness, they have just circled the wagons, and have upped the ante on slavery.
I guarantee to you that they know little to nothing concerning the mystery I outline in this piece.
Well Mr S, you write with great understanding and clarity. I am still reading your piece where you discuss Descartes, it takes me a while to grasp the depth of the implications, which are many.
My writing is an effort to convey as honestly as I can, my lived experience.
I love those winding paths that shift and change, the images that are open and can be filled, the contrasts and the correspondances that carry their own will.
I doubt that most people will have any interest or understanding in this piece. It is a deeply honest piece, and the modern mind flees from anything approaching an honesty that offers a glimpse through the trappings of carefully crafted, assumed reality.
This time, the reaction of others is not the measure. The firmanent of success here lies in the evocation of the sublime, and the contrast between that rare state, and the notions of reality held by the mind that endlessly chases its own tail.
You had mentioned something previously, perhaps in jest, that you were aiming to be ignored, rejected, to reach zero subscribers.
That statement stuck with me, it had me review again that sticky question of why I would spend the time and energy to document this journey in the great indifferent halls of substack.
It has occurred to me that the issue is one of a kind of internal organization. A view from the ultimate outsider, one that is resonated with, without exception, by the energy and perception outside the flow of thought.
yeh the best thing is to write for ones own will to power and if someone likes it... thats there deal and well connections are made just like connections are broken.
My race to zero was partially the aquaruis zero zero moment that hppened in December last year just following the kuan yin flow.
Asked my friend why he doesn't publis. His reply
"Absolute contempt for the public."
Why we publish on this forum I don't know?
Its something.
As everything moves into masculine for the next 17 years people will only believe action....
Can't remember the artist that said "Drop your paintbrushes and pick up a gun."
But yeh its that repeat time in history.
Observing all the talking heads on YT and seeing them all attack each other like a war of words wanting to usurp their adversary only to find themselves at the same point of actually having nothing to say other than attacking others. But alas I write and express everything as basically as a journal of the energetic challenge to find further points of self actualisation in the fractal... but hey thats me..
There is this notion going around, and I do think it has substance, that we are at the end of consciousness.
Consciousness as a feature cannot find its destiny in this incarnate circus.
So much for evolution.
If you read some of the most popular here on substack, its actually great regurgitation of popular givens. People absolutely love this, and are more than willing to pay for it.
When you do a little digging, one discovers that these popular givens are actually constructions, a basket to throw in identity.
So, its not really consciousness or awareness that we're dealing with. We are instead observing the creation of an identity by immersion and contrast.
And people actually think that this creation has some reality that can survive death?!?
Now THAT is cosmic comedy.
I do honestly conclude, based upon some pretty solid evidence, that mankind has chosen to close down, shut down, pass off and shrug off any efforts related to consciousness.
Its just too much effort.
It is so easy to dive into the beam of thoughts and declare that all these ideas are one's own, when they are no such thing.
If indeed this age of Pisces is the final stop before the dawning of a new cycle, and this new cycle has to be utterly its own, then it makes a certain amount of sense to expect a wiping clean of the previous manifestation. Following this is a logical step that consciousness has ended, as a form of preparation.
So, indeed I have no hopes or dreams for substack, other than meeting a few people on the journey who haven't thrown consciousness out the window.
I had a theory that 60 million or whatever number it was dead from world war 1 and 2 all reincarnated as boomers for the greatest time on earth of the most decadence and irresponsibility. There dead previous lives at 17 or 25 merely child like entitled minds that left the earth as they naively knew anything was better than industrialised warfare.
Your right that people are looking for cookie cutter identies. The amount of superficiality is as jung would put it. "Living on the periphery of being."
The Leftarded world and the Right wing pinkos are having a feild day with unevolution. Thinking that reviving a dead antiquity or a neo world of plurality will solve the existential dread they are the reincarnation of dead boombers that are sent back to suffer themselves and there dyionisian romp in the world.
So yeh... avoidance of the real or investigation into the depths.
That Piscean dream, fishers of men, religiousness and belief systems now looking at scientism to fill the void of consciousness. Yet with NEptune in Aries it looks impulsive and cult like in its first phases.
The whiping clean the slate is a good analogy you mentioned. The fever dream of technology has had its bent time and well its dying its own slow death. The realisation that effort and likes and success are not even skin deep. The dumpster server is full of tik tok dances, naked women and dick pic's. So alas
Here we stand at the precipice of a grand die-off.
The NPC slaves and boomer reincanation as Gen Z Alpha blah blah blah will dissolve the old Religiousity of control structures and who will survive is anyones bet.
Hey we all meet for various rasons on various channels and if it weren't substack might be pen pals or other... Its hard to say what its all about. Seeing as the old ways will become new again.
I self publish my work so I can have a print of my own work as its in 3d its real and will last longer than a post on these superficial sites full of art school wannabee's. I mean I don't even see the front page of Substack. The algo throws me in the dungeon and there is way better stuff there than the front page with Pamela Anderson getting A.i to write her posts... its all coming to an end..
Dolphins are such beautiful joyful spirits - “glittering moving peaks” You capture the enchanting world beneath the waves through your poetry. Beautiful Mike! 🐬🐬🐬
I personally believe that the best writing is magical, and that magic is important, maybe even central to the lived experience. I can't really articulate my aesthetic, yet magic sets a crucial bar I keep as a goal for attainment.
Thank you for the comment, and also for reading and liking.
Blessed be.
Yes, it is and I agree, because I’m a magician. My magic is what I write about!
I love how you use magic to make positive vibes! 🪄✨✨🐰✨
That part about who decides what is sane. Once I worked as an ER nurse for over a decade. The "psych" patients I signed in were so tragic. So many medications and hospital stays, and they never got better. Yet continued to go to an empty well when dying of thirst. Many complained of thoughts or experiences I personally have had. But I learned young not to discuss these things with practically anyone especially authorities or doctors. I will never forget a Native teen brought in by his dad, for saying he felt and sometimes saw dark forces in his house. Admitted and drugged. I thought, don't they have shamans or something one would consult before this? I believed that young man.
I have been in healthcare fo many decades. It difficult to find ways to cope with seeing the mental and physical decline of the world, with also no one suggesting a spiritual solution may be in order. It would be so nice and so reassuring if one presented with these issues, to be told by a trustworthy source, where to look for answers. But that's not how it is here at all in America.
I can only be thankful for the inner nudges that had me reject certain ways of explaining experiences as well as guidance towards people or authors where I saw...some people have an authentic expressive talent of sharing a very different truth.
I wanted also to say last summer I read Dr Joe Dispenza's book on meditation and chakras. He said there's been found in each area a nerve plexus, with small groups of neurons. Like each had its own consciousness and memory. He said he used the term energy centers so more people might hear or be open to the idea. Has also had so wild mystical experiences from his mediati system.
Purely for myself, the glowing locales, the wheels are real. I know they can be experienced, they can be seen, and they can be sensed. It seems that for most this is an intellectual thing, the chakra. I've never taken that approach, because the reality of chakras has always been far more primal, intense and shattering that any intellectual exercise could allow. It certainly could be that there are correspondances in human neurology, but this is not my primary focus.
I've written a bit about the pain that came with this awareness here.
https://mikekay.substack.com/p/wheel-your-nightmare
In terms of psychiatry I can say that the point is very much to put people back into society, and the biomechanical model is the only one allowed.
I've also known a few Indians, been instructed by them, and the notion that they are a spiritual people who practice their own medicine is not exactly accurate. I would say that they have learned to cross cultures and adapt. At one point, a shaman I was hanging out with said, "just go out there and do some healing."
Seriously.
I have asked the question on this subbie, what is healing?
I've never gotten a real answer.
I can say this much, I don't believe that any modern system is a valid measure of what is healthy, only of what is possible, which are two very different things.
I am slowly developing a personal idea of what it is to be healthy, but I'm no longer even certain that any point or being in incarnation can fully achieve it. So much of what is considered health is just an abscence of complications, or an ability to cope with conditions.
Healthy to me personally, simply involves a relationship with what most would probably call the magical, the paranormal, the spiritual. Its where truth lies, and in my mind truth is significant to health.
Thank you for reading, commenting and liking.
I do appreciate it.
Blessed.
beautiful, provocative, evocative.
have you looked into the gateway project Mike? it would seem that while consciousness is dumbed down for the masses, the ptb are in full militarisation of it, although what they are mapping is probably unable to reach places guarded against malice and controlling energies by the fact that possessing these intents bars entry... the scary thing is i read of it in cia declassified articles with the usual redactions and omissions, from decades ago, what are the advances made since, i wonder, or have they hit a wall and just settling for one continuous psyop delivered through screens...
Thank you, Corvus, for reading, liking, and commenting.
To answer your question, yes, I have to a small extent looked into project Gateway. I've also known a few people who are dead certain they were targeted and driven mad by government psychic attack.
Most people dismissed them as they sought refuge in alcohol and narcissism. Me, I'm not so sure, because, well, lets just say I've seen a couple things.
I do wonder, personally, why all those psychologists wanted to test me over and over while never answering any questions, but then I was young, and I was strange, and while I'm better at faking it today, I still am.
So has the government truly given up on psychic programs? Have they too thrown consciousness into the trash heap?
They want you to think that, don't they?
Evil psychics rarely attain to the level of those who have never been interested in manipulation or power. So, yeah, if the PTB can create synthetic telepathy that would be their go-to thing, wouldn't it. Except for one thing, they can't figure out how to prioritize the messages, so it just becomes a projection of thoughts and images.
Same prob with remote viewing. It becomes an issue for them to get what they are looking for, and not too much, but once you get involved at that level with your subject, boundaries blur and priorities are lost.
I will be completely honest, I think what they are currently doing involves after death perception, and destroying the boundaries of the self in an effort to create slaves through some pretty sophisticated psychological models. So, no they haven't given up on consciousness, they have just circled the wagons, and have upped the ante on slavery.
I guarantee to you that they know little to nothing concerning the mystery I outline in this piece.
Be well, Corvus.
Another example of a "psych" patient I have met. Please see my comment for clarity.
Groovy prose, mister.
Well Mr S, you write with great understanding and clarity. I am still reading your piece where you discuss Descartes, it takes me a while to grasp the depth of the implications, which are many.
My writing is an effort to convey as honestly as I can, my lived experience.
Thank you for commenting, reading and liking.
perfecto
I love those winding paths that shift and change, the images that are open and can be filled, the contrasts and the correspondances that carry their own will.
Thanks.
in the flow for sure
I doubt that most people will have any interest or understanding in this piece. It is a deeply honest piece, and the modern mind flees from anything approaching an honesty that offers a glimpse through the trappings of carefully crafted, assumed reality.
This time, the reaction of others is not the measure. The firmanent of success here lies in the evocation of the sublime, and the contrast between that rare state, and the notions of reality held by the mind that endlessly chases its own tail.
You had mentioned something previously, perhaps in jest, that you were aiming to be ignored, rejected, to reach zero subscribers.
That statement stuck with me, it had me review again that sticky question of why I would spend the time and energy to document this journey in the great indifferent halls of substack.
It has occurred to me that the issue is one of a kind of internal organization. A view from the ultimate outsider, one that is resonated with, without exception, by the energy and perception outside the flow of thought.
To write is the greatest gift of all.
yeh the best thing is to write for ones own will to power and if someone likes it... thats there deal and well connections are made just like connections are broken.
My race to zero was partially the aquaruis zero zero moment that hppened in December last year just following the kuan yin flow.
Asked my friend why he doesn't publis. His reply
"Absolute contempt for the public."
Why we publish on this forum I don't know?
Its something.
As everything moves into masculine for the next 17 years people will only believe action....
Can't remember the artist that said "Drop your paintbrushes and pick up a gun."
But yeh its that repeat time in history.
Observing all the talking heads on YT and seeing them all attack each other like a war of words wanting to usurp their adversary only to find themselves at the same point of actually having nothing to say other than attacking others. But alas I write and express everything as basically as a journal of the energetic challenge to find further points of self actualisation in the fractal... but hey thats me..
There is this notion going around, and I do think it has substance, that we are at the end of consciousness.
Consciousness as a feature cannot find its destiny in this incarnate circus.
So much for evolution.
If you read some of the most popular here on substack, its actually great regurgitation of popular givens. People absolutely love this, and are more than willing to pay for it.
When you do a little digging, one discovers that these popular givens are actually constructions, a basket to throw in identity.
So, its not really consciousness or awareness that we're dealing with. We are instead observing the creation of an identity by immersion and contrast.
And people actually think that this creation has some reality that can survive death?!?
Now THAT is cosmic comedy.
I do honestly conclude, based upon some pretty solid evidence, that mankind has chosen to close down, shut down, pass off and shrug off any efforts related to consciousness.
Its just too much effort.
It is so easy to dive into the beam of thoughts and declare that all these ideas are one's own, when they are no such thing.
If indeed this age of Pisces is the final stop before the dawning of a new cycle, and this new cycle has to be utterly its own, then it makes a certain amount of sense to expect a wiping clean of the previous manifestation. Following this is a logical step that consciousness has ended, as a form of preparation.
So, indeed I have no hopes or dreams for substack, other than meeting a few people on the journey who haven't thrown consciousness out the window.
Exellent. You nailed it perfectly.
I had a theory that 60 million or whatever number it was dead from world war 1 and 2 all reincarnated as boomers for the greatest time on earth of the most decadence and irresponsibility. There dead previous lives at 17 or 25 merely child like entitled minds that left the earth as they naively knew anything was better than industrialised warfare.
Your right that people are looking for cookie cutter identies. The amount of superficiality is as jung would put it. "Living on the periphery of being."
The Leftarded world and the Right wing pinkos are having a feild day with unevolution. Thinking that reviving a dead antiquity or a neo world of plurality will solve the existential dread they are the reincarnation of dead boombers that are sent back to suffer themselves and there dyionisian romp in the world.
So yeh... avoidance of the real or investigation into the depths.
That Piscean dream, fishers of men, religiousness and belief systems now looking at scientism to fill the void of consciousness. Yet with NEptune in Aries it looks impulsive and cult like in its first phases.
The whiping clean the slate is a good analogy you mentioned. The fever dream of technology has had its bent time and well its dying its own slow death. The realisation that effort and likes and success are not even skin deep. The dumpster server is full of tik tok dances, naked women and dick pic's. So alas
Here we stand at the precipice of a grand die-off.
The NPC slaves and boomer reincanation as Gen Z Alpha blah blah blah will dissolve the old Religiousity of control structures and who will survive is anyones bet.
Hey we all meet for various rasons on various channels and if it weren't substack might be pen pals or other... Its hard to say what its all about. Seeing as the old ways will become new again.
I self publish my work so I can have a print of my own work as its in 3d its real and will last longer than a post on these superficial sites full of art school wannabee's. I mean I don't even see the front page of Substack. The algo throws me in the dungeon and there is way better stuff there than the front page with Pamela Anderson getting A.i to write her posts... its all coming to an end..
This is the start of the interregnum.
That was really magnificent.
Thank you, Mr C.
I have never wanted to be like everyone else.